Plastic

I'm being such a hypocrite. Had been one and am still one.

I'm beginning to doubt my sincerity to the people around me.

Am I friends with certain people so that I can get something out of them? Is there a motive? If so, what will that motive be? Is it companionship? Or is it to create a stepping stone to advance further somewhere?

Am I nice to people just because I want to create that ooh-he's-so-friendly image?

I'm probably being a fake. That's how you describe such a person don't you? A fake.

I don't know.

Do you know?